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[Feb. 24th, 2007|12:00 am] |
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holy crap i forgot about this thing. hahaha. |
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[Aug. 1st, 2006|04:39 pm] |
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i am really at the end of my rope here. |
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| OH YEAH I FORGOT AGAIN. |
[Jul. 26th, 2006|02:48 pm] |
I got to trip on mushrooms. Me and Keila and Courtney, who all missed out during the 'camping' trip (i just used finger quotations, by the way), all got to do mushrooms. I ate like 2 handfuls (or handsful, if you prefer, but i think that sounds lame).
I tried to watch Jacob's Ladder for the first time ever while I was tripping. No one told me that the movie was that disturbing and i think it caused permanent brain damage. yes, yes, I'm quite sure of it.
After I turned the movie off in the middle of it because I couldn't watch anymore, I sat in the living room with the lesbians and Cory and laughed at everything because it was HILARIOUS.
Yesterday, Keila and Courtney came over and Wally was there and I drank Steel Reserve and ate beef stew until i thought i could explode. then i went to bed. yeah. exciting life, no? |
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| No, I do not hate camping |
[Jul. 26th, 2006|02:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | werk. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | NPR | ] |
That's why I own a tent (er.... owned a tent, bonnie?). I actually enjoy camping very much.
I like camping with people that I know well, not people I have to be awkward around, because I am very awkward. I also like to have basic necessities, like food and water and flashlights and some place to sleep. I like to camp in pretty places, not in Clinton right underneath the huge power lines. I'm quite sure I have cancer now, by the way.
I like to camp in the Smokies and the Ozarks and Rockies. I like the aspen forests, because they make the coolest noise. I like to camp near running water and where there are not leeches.
Camping kicks ass, actually. Dane just sucks at planning camping trips, among other things (sorry dane <3). She's a little too spontaneous with the shit.
And Bonnie, that tent is worth like 40$. I don't need it right now because I've got another one so you don't have to ship it back. I do want it back eventually though, because I like to camp.
The only things that suck about camping are BUGS and SPIDERS. oh and when you don't have any TP. yeah that sucks. |
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| oh yeah |
[Jul. 24th, 2006|04:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | still work. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  shitty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | still none. | ] |
i totally got a cute little black kitten. his name is rupert and he is already trained to use the litter box. sweet. |
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| wow. |
[Jul. 24th, 2006|09:48 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | work | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nauseated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
So, I haven't posted in here in a long while. I've been too busy doing nothing. In case some of you don't know, I moved out of Oleander and moved into a house in Bernard Terrrrrrace with Dane and Cory. It is nice; we have a dishwasher AND a garbage disposal.
The only reason I am even posting here is because MySpace is down and has been down for a loooooong time. YOU CAN'T KEEP ME AWAY FROM MY PROFILE FOREVER, MYSPACE! I mean, I can't even look at my profile, but I know someone left me a comment right before the site went down.
OK. this is so unfair. I just saw a girl in the back building at work logged into myspace, but I still can't log in. WTF is this shit?
Anyways... My life is still pretty unspectacular, as always. I went camping at some camp in BFE like 40 minutes outside of Clinton. But it was raining and Dane and Co. went into town and took like 2 and a half hours and there was no electricity or water until they got back, but I had been sitting outside in the dark for an hour and a half and was pretty fucking sick of 'camping.' In general it was a very poorly planned trip. I also shuddered to look at the sleeping arrangements there, which consisted of a loft-type thing 2 feet away from the ceiling covered in like 3 matresses. If I had stayed the night, there would have been 6 people sleeping up there. I'm not really down with sleeping in close quarters with people unless i'm involved with them and I'm also not really into sleeping in small spaces. I was also pretty dehydrated, there having been no water and only beer and goldschlagger all day. So I got a ride home with Keila and Courtney.
But apparently, I should have stayed, because they tripped on mushrooms all day. They also didn't get back until like 10:30 PM, so I'm still pretty glad I didn't stay. I guess I'm just not as outdoor sportsy as I used to be. That's not true either. I just like to plan things better. When I go camping, I like to have what I need, not have to drive 40 minutes to town every time I want something.
Mushrooms would have been cool though. Will certainly have to get some more soon.
I am hungover at work and about to puke. It sucks, but I suppose is normal for a Monday. |
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| hahahaohmygod |
[May. 22nd, 2006|10:46 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
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| | Rammstein- Du Hast | ] |
Does anybody find this song fucking hilarious? hahahahahahaa.
Does anyone else remember this song?
hahahahaa. |
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[May. 8th, 2006|02:52 am] |
having done the state st. thing all weekend, can I just tell you how great it felt to put on deodorant?
the keyboard is not co-operating with me. It feels all strange and awkward beneath my fingertips. gross. |
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[May. 8th, 2006|02:39 am] |
so i'm tripping on acid and i'm probably peaking right now and I just got in my car and drove all the way from carlotta to my parents house. I get to the front door and i'm trying to find the house key- they won't stay still... I am unlocking the door and I look to my left and there is a dead bird sitting on the wicker loveseat, just chilling. I saw it and I screamed and then I realized how inappropriate it was for me to be screaming at a dead sparrow chilling on my front porch at 2:30 AM on a monday so I went inside.
I just checked and it's still out there (where i was expecting it to go... don't ask?). It's pretty much creeping me out and making me feel icky with its deadness.
It's just so dead.
AND WHY IS IT ON MY FRONT PORCH?
this is no good. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 26th, 2006|01:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | mom's | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Cure - Why Can't I Be You? | ] |
yesterday i went to this Poetry Out Loud thing at the Shaw Center and got a big tray of sushi. Then I went over to Cory's house on Ivanhoe and almost all of it got eaten. Good. I was worried that it would go bad. I just fed the last of it to my sister. She's playing Kirby All Star on the Zsnes emulator. rock on. There's hope for her yet.
I didn't go to work yesterday because I was too tired; I had stayed up all night writing a paper on "Gender, Theatrics, and Rhetoric in Cicero's Pro Caelio. Why am I majoring in this shit again? But then I ended up going out and staying over at Beth's until 1 in the morning. So I guess I'm just bad. I didn't go this morning either because I feel like shit and it was raining... I didn't call in this morning... but I called in yesterday. Hopefully my bullshit excuse for not going yesterday carries over into today, at least in Boss' mind.
Why am I on the rag again already? I hate birth control. It just makes me bleed constantly. It's always good for the firt month or so, then it lulls me into a false sense of security before it makes me BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED. A lot.
I don't think I'm going to move back in with Chad. I think he wants me to, but I kind of don't. I might, because I don't want to live at my mom's house- it's too easy for me to just lay in bed all day (e.g. today). I need to check the feasibility of getting an apartment with one of my girlfriends, possibly Jennifer Boyd? She's living in her parents house right now as well, but she just got a job. I need to talk to her about this idea. I don't know how Chad will react to this. I'm not sure I really care. Oh well. We'll see what happens. Living with Chad isn't that bad, he just expects a lot of me. And not so much is my mettle that which can easily live up to these expectations. Neither am I really supposed to be able to live up to these expectations yet. I'm not a house wife, I'm 18- what did he fucking expect? Anyways. It'll all work out. chill out. |
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| classes |
[Apr. 24th, 2006|04:54 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | mom's | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  speedy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dead Kennedys - California Uber Alles | ] |
So I sceduled my classes for next semester. I couldn't get into any english classes, but I'm not really worried about it. It won't kill me to take a semester off of english. Here's my intended schedule:
Greek 1001 - 9:30-10:30 M T W TH F
German 1101 - 10:30 - 11:30 M T W TH
Latin 2066 - 12:00 - 1:30 T TH
Astronomy 1101 - 12:30 - 1:30 M W F
Astronomy 1109 - 7:00 - 9:00PM T
Seems doable. I might end up dropping the lab, but there was a section available, so I snatched it up while I could. All together I will have 16 hours, but without both Astronomys I would still have 12. Cool. Gotta love those 4 and 5 credit intro foreign language courses.
I have a paper to write for tomorrow, but I don't know the topic because I lost the sheet somewhere. That sucks. I also have to do 8 reader response journals for the same class (Classical Studies 2080) and I have a paper due in Latin on Wednesday. I took a few adderall; that should help. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 23rd, 2006|12:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Husker Du - Pink Turns to Blue | ] |
man why does paws have to be down when i'm trying to schedule?
and why does ancient greek have to be at 9 fucking 30 in the fucking morning every fucking day?
I think I need to take a modern foreign language... maybe german? and since i have to take this awful awful ancient greek for my latin major and will have to be on campus everyday, i might as well take another foreign language at the introductory level. puh.
All of this is, of course, contingient upon LSU's FUCKING SERVERS being up and running.
planned power outage... puh.
why can't they do that during the week when it would be useful? or really late at night when nobody's trying to schedule? |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2006|02:43 am] |
Fabulous day.
FABULOUS DAY.
Incomprehensible, really.
Take that, Universe. |
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[Apr. 19th, 2006|10:41 am] |
i can't believe i just used a preposition at the end of a sentence.
forgive me, gods of grammar. |
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| ohmygodonly3weeksleft |
[Apr. 19th, 2006|10:32 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | werk. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bewildered | ] |
| [ | music |
| | frank sinatra - fly me to the moon | ] |
My brain gives up. It can't handle the stress of coming back from spring break, so it's not coming back. yesterday, on my latin homework, the question asked what form was the word 'furiata' in. and i was like duh. and asked daniel and he was like i think it's some sort of participle and i was like der? and then russell was all like it's a perfect passive participle you dumb twat.
except he probably really didn't say "you dumb twat." At least not at that particular moment. I find that I have this bad habit of remembering things people say to me, but I remember them with lots of colorful insults to me added and maybe in a harsher tone of voice. Does anyone else have this strange phenomenon? I also think that people are screaming at me when they probably really aren't. I am so hypersensitive and nutso.
I think that my view of reality is probably distorted in ways I don't even understand or notice.
When you can't trust your own mind, what's the point of believing anything?
Sometimes I don't know whether or not I'm making all of this up. |
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| SPRING BREAK!! |
[Apr. 10th, 2006|08:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tom Petty - Roll Another Joint | ] |
So I am going to the middle of nowhere all by myself and it's going to be awesome.
Fuck all of you. except for russell. and kelly. and maybe a few others, but probably not. |
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| why do i love these so? |
[Mar. 14th, 2006|08:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
oh because I'm really bored at the Lab.
little signs that say
please do not touch the sculptures
i vaguely sense
drinking her liquor
and smoking her pot after
webb went to the bar
is this a loaded
question black hot or cold cold
thing you can hear right |
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| new job |
[Mar. 13th, 2006|08:51 pm] |
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so i'm at my new job. It's pretty fucking boring, but I think I can handle it, at least for a few weeks. |
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| whoa |
[Mar. 12th, 2006|06:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | drugged | ] |
| [ | music |
| | portishead- only you | ] |
well... a lot has happened. But I have an announcement:
I got an apartment with Chad. We live in a little shithole on South Eugene. whee. much funness and bill paying will ensue, I'm sure.
Russell, vendetta is still over there. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|04:36 pm] |
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| |  none | ] |
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| | none | ] |
Well I finally managed to drop my physics class. I had to go to the UCFY to do it. That was so gay.
After skipping my classes for two days, I finally went today. I thought that I had a test in Latin, but turns out it's on Friday, luckily. But, having recently lost my Latin notebook, I need to redo all the translations. That adds up to about 180 lines of the Aeneid that I have to translate. gross.
My poetry 'teacher' is total shit, and everyon in the class knows it. No one answers the questions she asks, save me, on the hope that if we cover all the material, we can leave early. But yeah.
Chad was pretty much a total failure as a Valentine yesterday, but he made it up to me. I almost feel bad for not having sex with him last night. In fact, I think I do feel a little bad about it. But yeah. Everything's better now. He got me a pretty opal ring and stuff.
My mom and Andreas are "working on their marriage", but I honestly hope it doesn't work out. But at least for the time being I won't have to take out a student loan.
Hey Russell, wanna buy some rock? *nudge nudge* |
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| weekend |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|09:08 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crampy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MIA - MIA | ] |
so friday night russell and kielly and i went to the lesbian bar to see the vagina monologues because Beth was in it and one of Russell's friends was in it too. Beth warned me that it was going to suck really really really bad, and I figured she was exaggerating.
She wasn't.
We got there and there were no chairs. I had taken a percocet before I left and had 2 drinks when I got there. My feet were really starting to talk after 4 of these awful twenty-something year old lesbians had read their monologues.... Then at 10:30 there was an intermission. Russell and Kielly and I went to the circle K to get more liquor, then went back to the bar. I am the worst feminist ever, so I slept in the car.... It was good sleep too. Warm, fluffy, buttery sleep. Then at like 12:15 or so, we went back to Russell's, because it was over, and we smoked pot until I could walk again.
OH and Russell's friend was really hot. I love Indian girls. mmmmmm.
See what I mean? Worst feminist EVAR.
Anyways.... Saturday I watched South Park all day and didn't even put on any clothes until like 4:30. sweet. Then I went to my mom's house and got her to give me money to dye my hair. It's super red again, maybe I will post pictures, on the off chance that some of you still don't know that my hair is super red.
Why is my little sister reading Dean Koontz novels?
Saturday night I went to Charles and Kelly's and hung out. We watch Arrested Development on DVD until 2:30 in the morning. That show is relly funny.
I bought a valentine for Chad that has candy in it... It's got a kitty on it wearing sunglasses and a sailboat and it says "you rock my boat." It's awesome on so many levels.
Sunday I hung out with the Chad an ate shrimp from popeye's for lunch. The people who work at popeye's are among some of the most incompetent people I have ever seen. Like wtf?
Sunday night I went over to Russell's and Charles and Kelly came over and Ronald let us smoke the hookah and we drank BEEEEEEEEEEERS. Kielly let me eat her mini-croissants from Albertsons... those were tasty mmmmmm.
On account of Kielly's name being so close to Kelly's name, and Kielly's name being spelled wrong anyways, I propose that we spell it Kylie, like everyone else spells it, and like you're supposed to spell it. And if you don't like it Kylie, you can eat out my asshole. *kisses* |
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| these neat little haiku things |
[Feb. 8th, 2006|10:10 am] |
A lot of the time these haiku make no sense, but here's some that I found amusing.
All I have to say is "I cried like a retard and shit myself, russell. SHIT!" |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 8th, 2006|09:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
So i'm dropping physics, which I realized is totally lame. Even lamer than Latin.
I babysat for Beth's kid Webb last night and got 20$ for sitting around, eating the manicotti she made me, drinking her liquor and smoking her pot after Webb went to sleep. It was pretty awesome. We had a relatively long talk after she got back. Beth is awesome.
I really don't want to be at work today and no body seems to need me right now, so I think I'm going to go home. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2006|08:04 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | tori amos-little amsterdam | ] |
This semester is going to suck. Here's my schedule:
Classical Studies 2080- Women in Antiquity T TH 10:30-12:00
Sociology 2001- Introduction to Sociology TH (Night) 6:00-9:00
Latin 2065- Golden Age Narrative Poetry (Vergil's Aeneid) M W F 12:30-1:30
Physics 2001- General Physics M W F 1:30-2:30
English 2007- Writing Poetry M W 3:00-4:30
Not that my schedule sucks, but school in general does. I have a pretty heavy courseload... I hate reading books for classes. All together, I have to get 14 books for 5 classes. Thats a lot of books... O.o |
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| Wait.... What? |
[Jan. 10th, 2006|10:13 am] |
I had a crazy weekend.
Dropped acid with Russell and John, and later ended up taking X on top of that. And I did a lot of cocaine, but not too much.
Ended up driving around at 5AM on Sunday, tripping BALLS listening to Johnny Cash.... yeah.
And I have 3 of these little signs that say 'please do not touch the sculptures' I vaguely sense tha they are from the LSU sculpture garden but WHY?
I think I need to go contemplate all of this. |
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| stupid meme. |
[Dec. 28th, 2005|04:04 pm] |
LJ Interests meme results
- bauhaus:
The band and not so much the art movement.... Not dissing on the art movement, but I like the band a lot. My fav. song by them is "burning from the inside".... i think. - charles bukowski:
Despite the fact that he's a womanizing misogynist alcoholic, I find myself often identifying with him. Could it be because I am often a womanizing misogynist drunk? possibly. I am also ever the pessimist and I adore Mr. Bukowski. - filling the void:
in various and sundry ways. - horror movies:
i like gory slasher movies, especially when they have nipple shots. (womanizing again?) - make up:
the stuff you put on your face.... and also that awesome song by the soft pink truth. I often do my make up dramatically.... though lately, I've found myself not wearing it as much. - numbing myself:
see Filling the void.... - razors:
razor and other sharp-like things. i don't feel this requires explaination. - shiny things:
SHINIES? WHERE? - the 80's:
the music, the style.... It's so wonderfully bad... My dad got me a bottle of 'rap musk' from the thrift store for xmas. hahahahaha. i nearly pissed myself laughing. - writing:
i like to write, but not on this meme. I don't like this meme because It makes me do all of the work. I'm lazy.
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